when life hits that inevitable boring point...
Jan. 22nd, 2005
[ ] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] crashed a friend's car.
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[x] are in love
[ ] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight
[X] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] ever dated someone of the same sex.
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] stole something from your job
[ ] celebrated New Years in Times Square, New York
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] slept with a co-worker.
[ ] been married
[ ] gotten divorced.
[ ] had children.
[x] seen someone die
[ ] been to Africa.
[ ] slapped someone you loved Not in a serious manner though
[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert.
[X] been to Canada.
[ ] been to Mexico
[x] been on a plane.
[ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] thrown up
[ ] purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
[X] been snowboarding
[ ] met someone in person from the internet
[ ] met someone in person from livejournal
[ ] met someone in person from myspace
[ ] taken painkillers for fun.
[x] miss someone right now
[x] kissed just a friend Sort of...
[ ] ever been asked to a formal dance.
[ ] sick and tired of the opposite sex
[ ] lived in your own place that you've payed for, kinda...
[ ] worked a full time job
[x] own an ipod
[ ] have worn a 'members only' jacket
[ ] have/had a roommate
[x] have the Fresh Prince of Bel Air theme memorized
[ ] been to both coasts
[ ] are in love with Drew Brown
[ ] have eaten at Big Boy
[ ] have 5 or more scarves
[ ] dated your professor
[ ] drink coffee
[ ] smoke like it was your job
[x] burned a cd for someone that meant alot to you, but they could care less how you arranged the tracks.
[ ] drank transatlantique
[x] wanted someone you can't have
[ ] read one hundred years of solitude
[ ] love mcdonalds breakfast with your entire heart
[ ] Written a sad emo song about someone that broke your heart.. just because they could..
Nov. 11th, 2004
Nov. 9th, 2004
Nov. 3rd, 2004
this election has made me question the glory of our country. we are labeled as the "land of the free". people come here for freedoms. one of those freedoms is religious freedom. religious freedom does not exist anymore.
why do people feel it necessary to impose their beliefs upon the rest of society?
"So it is apparently necessary for me to state once again--not what kind of church I believe in, for that should be important only to me--but what kind of America I believe in." -John F. Kennedy
I'm angry and very depressed. how is THIS america?? have i just been naive and ignorant my whole life growing up in a patriotic, conservative, catholic family that i wasn't able to see what the true problems were with this country?
Banning gay marriage is bad enough. other states banned civil unions. why?
"to me, being gay is like being a murderer, a sin is a sin" -an anonymous ignorant friend of mine.
so, because they have different sexual tendencies, they shouldnt get the same benefits as "normal" people? or should i say "sinless" people.
religion is so fucking great. i love it.
#1 issue people voted on = morality. how is it moral to deny PERFECTLY NORMAL citizens the same benefits or rights as the rest of the country. its discrimination!! its that simple.
one more point. looking on cnn.com, i studied the areas of the country that voted for bush and which voted for kerry. in doing this i really really want to know the average IQ of those voting for kerry, and those voting for bush. why? because every rural area in america voted for bush. farmland. I KNOW A LOT OF FARMERS. my family is a PRIME example. THEY ARE NOT SMART. so....smart people, who favor whats best for the country voted for kerry. ignorant hicks, rich people, and jesus freaks voted for bush favoring their own interests and/or their religion's interests.
who wants to move to canada w/ me? or maybe just start our own country. i'll contact kerry.
Oct. 10th, 2004
09:34 pm - im not dead. just. blah.
havent updated in a while. oh well.
george carlin is brilliant.
10 commandments? no he changed them to 3.
I. Thou shalt always be honest and faithful to the provider of thy nookie.
II. Thou shalt try real hard not to kill anyone, unless of course they pray to a different invisible man than you.
III. Thou shalt keep thy religion to thyself.
heres what he said about "thou shalt not kill":
Murder. But when you think about it, religion has never really had a big problem with murder. More people have been killed in the name of god than for any other reason. All you have to do is look at Northern Ireland, Cashmire, the Inquisition, the Crusades, and the World Trade Center to see how seriously the religious folks take thou shalt not kill. The more devout they are, the more they see murder as being negotiable.
by the way. green day's new album is my friend. jesus of suburbia, blvd of broken dreams, give me novacaine....and yeah, every other song on that cd.
do you believe in forcing your beliefs upon other people? no? then vote no on 36.
Sep. 15th, 2004
10:38 pm - b-day, o-fest, school & fuck nike.
i can now officially vote, buy cigarettes, go to strip clubs, buy lottery tickets, and of course, visit the keizer adult shop.
but thats really not important. whats important. tomorrow is the first day of oktoberfest. the worlds greatest food concentrated in the side streets, of a small community known as mt angel. ok, maybe not the worlds greatest food, but its freakin good.
uh....school is going to rape me hardcore this year.
college writing, ap euro, ap calculus and honors physics should all burn in hell. its the 1st full week of school, and i've already stayed up late 3 times, working on shit. complete shit.
i have ordered 20 livestrong bracelets. they should arrive late october. im going to start making a list of anyone who wants one. just $1.
the yellow ones. the ones that raise money for the lance armstrong foundation. NOT the colored nike "dream" ones, that were created solely as a marketing scheme. nike, being the genius corporation it is, saw how well the livestrong bracelets were doing and since lance specifically said ok to the bracelets "as long as they're yellow", nike decided to use other colors. only change 'livestrong' to 'dream'. and oh yeah. the money goes straight to nike. benefitting only nike. thats kinda like stealing from fight against cancer. nice one nike.
Sep. 10th, 2004
so. i have spent pretty much the entire first week of school, coming home, and working around the house, then sleeping. small bit of social life mixed in. we are frantically finishing up all of our small home-improvement projects, because we are having a party tomorrow. heres the great part. its a 40th birthday party for a neighbor. its not a surprise party. she asked to use our house. now, my mom and her are excellent friends, but the whole situation means a lot of work for me. i have until tomorrow at 7 to finish this dvd/cd holder thing that my mom wants built. i hate being crafty.
a small ray of sunlight--my mom said that in exchange for my 5 straight days of help, she's going to "help" pay for my new cell phone. that way she can have hers back. (i've been using hers for about 3 months now, ever since i went swimming with mine.) how much money is "help". no idea.
i cant decide whether to stay for the party, and watch a bunch of really conservative (yet really cool--well, some.) parents get drunk, or leave the house.
because of the party, our pool is at 90 deg, and crystal clear. who wants to swim?
Sep. 8th, 2004
robin williams came up with a better drug than viagra. he calls it Fuckitall. i want some right now.
1. Release (hoping to change it to aide)
2. College Writing
3. AP Euro
4. Animation Design
5. AP Calculus
6. Architectural Drafting
7. Release (longggg ass lunch.)
8. Honors Physics
i can already tell that im going to regret taking ap euro. and i wasnt there for college writing. so, out of my hard classes, so far im 1 for 1 in not liking them
i really need some fuckitall.
Sep. 6th, 2004
× · I N F O R M A T I O N · × ·
Hair color: dark blonde
Eye color: blueish greenish grayish
· × · S P E C I F I C S · × ·
Do you do drugs?: no
What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever is in the little dispenser thing in the shower
What are you most scared of?: the only thing close to a phobia i have is large dark bodies of water. i love wakeboarding, hate being in the water. hmm not many people know that...
What are you listening to right now? yellowcard
Who is the last person that called you?: molly
Where do you want to get married?: uh, havent thought that far ahead. outside if weather permits. NOT in a church.
How many buddies are online right now?: whoppin 10
What would you change about yourself?: gain 10 lbs. at least
· × · F A V O R I T E S · × ·
Color: was blue. slowly changing to red
Food: anything but black licorice and coconut
Boys names: kyle, thomas, scott yes. my ego is THAT big.
Girls names: carmen, lindsey, angelina, beyonce etc.
Subjects in school: any and all drafting
Animals: dogs. but i wanna snake. one that gets freakin huge.
· × · H A V E | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Given anyone a bath?: no
Bungee jumped?: oh god i want to so bad. sky diving too, and cliff diving
Made yourself throw up? ew. no.
Skinny dipped?: nope
Ever been in love?: mmhmm
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: with my parents, of course.
Pictured your crush naked?: yes
Actually seen your crush naked?: not quite
Cried when someone died?: not as much as i should have
Lied: haha all the time (im going to hell)
Fallen for your best friend?: how about became best friends w/ the person you fell for?
Been rejected?: ish
Rejected someone?: yup
Used someone?: no? sorta? no.
· × · C U R R E N T · × ·
Clothes: faded jeans, red t-shirt, puma hoodie. stylin.
Make-up: hair stuff, that count?
Annoyance: its 2am, my sister is asleep.
Smell: uhh old spice?
Desktop picture: AH. 2005 ford gt (drooling)
Book you're reading: does maxim count?
CD in player: right now?..i think dashboard again.
· × · L A S T | P E R S O N · × ·
You talked to: molly
hugged: molly? or maybe mom. (ahhh how sweet)
You imed: james
You yelled at: james hahaha. fez is a word, and you were whipped.
· × · A R E | Y O U · × ·
Open-minded: god, i try to be
Insecure: not really
Random: when im hyper
Smart: above average i guess
Moody: around my sister
Hard working: when i get in that working mode, yes.
Organized: organization is truely overrated
Healthy: more than most. i need to start running
Shy: around people i dont know
Difficult: dont think so
Attractive: ah god, i dont know. average?
Bored easily: i enjoy boredom
Obsessed: with what?
Angry: at certain people
Hyper: no, content.
· × · W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A · × ·
Kill?: g and c
Slap: no one
Talk to offline: m
Talk to online: god
· × · R A N D O M · × ·
In the morning I am: angry at whatever woke me up. and apparently my voice sounds different.
All you need is: sex, cars and money. psh. and maybe like love i guess.
I dream about: smoking, drinking and unprotected sex with whores while doing acid
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: the general face area. and yes. boobs.
· × · W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R · × ·
Coke or Pepsi: sprite, 7-up, sierra mist, in no particular order
Flowers or candy: giving:flowers recieving:candy
Tall or short: shall or tort
· × · D O | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: yesssss sometimes.
Save conversations: used to, realized i never used them, so i stopped
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: uh no.
wish you were younger: i will when im older
Cried because someone said something to you?: once
· × · N U M B E R · × ·
Of times I have had my heart broken: seriously broken? zero.
Of hearts I have broken: 1
Of girls I've kissed: 5. three of which were 2nd grade and before
Of CD's I own: umm less than 5. cd's i have. more than 30.
Of scars on my body: a couple tiny ones from burns
· × · Y O U R | T H O U G H T S · × ·
I know: little
I want: a lot
I have: a little
I wish: more than anyone
I hate: ignorance
I fear: not succeeding
I hear: yellowcard
I search: for my keys
I wonder: whats gonna happen this year
Current Mood: starting to get tired
Current Music: for the third time. YELLOWCARD
Aug. 28th, 2004
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